Just bought  new laptop one month ago and now its down :(((((( Its frustrating really because i already started storing my documents inside. This is also why i don't really favor these technologies. Sure, i need them and the bring lots of convenience to my life but the only major problem about it which i hate is that THEY DON'T LAST AT ALL!

Well, i would say it like relationships in this era. Everyone is rushing into a relationship when really, we aren't mature enough for it yet. I am no exception. I wouldn't say i regretted because i never knew how i could get so mentally and physically attached to someone. I still remember those last words before you walked away that day.

"You know how busy i am a not?"

"I don't even know why i am here today"

"You cry so easily, just like me in the past"

"Don't ask so much"

"I'm waiting to see how long you'll take to speak"

"Lets break up"

"I thought you would alight at the next stop"

As i'm recalling, did you hear it? Something is cracking and probably shattering now.

I don't understand why some part of me still wants you back. Someone i know will hurt me so bad and tear my into pieces, this is crazy. I suppose its the "Six degree of separation". -Thats a title of a song i heard from my friends recently and i can relate to it so well, i addicted to it. The lyrics goes like this ........

First, you think the worst is a broken heart

What's gonna kill you is the second part

And the third, is when your world splits down the middle

And fourth, you're gonna think that you fixed yourself

Fifth, you see them out with someone else 

And the sixth, is when you admit that you may have messed up a little.

*Ok i copied and paste from the net because i'm lazy to type. *

I have no idea which stage i am at right now, but on the bright side i guess i am not alone.

Alright back to my topic of today.

So, yesterday was Yuhua's speech day 2014. I rushed over right after my school ends at 5.30pm. I was really looking forward to this day, not because i wanted to take my testimonial so badly but in the hope that we will stand on the same ground because last year 6th of April, we were right here, both in our uniforms. But nevertheless, i had a great catching up session with my friends :-)

So, just after i left school and we were deciding where to eat because there was 12 of us and it was dinner time, you called. So many things were running through my head. You saw me? Your friends saw me? I picked up almost immediately. And the first thing you asked was where am i? But it was because my mum called you thinking we were together. Strictly speaking, we should be together if we were together. You were so calm during that call and you ended it so quickly. But picking up my mum's call at least, does it mean you cared? I don't know man.