Went for talent time @ RP to support Shirlene's band last night and i was so exhausted when i reached home. Thank god Gloria's parents sent me home. If not i have to take the long train journey alone...
But well...the concert was okay because in the darkness i found panda and sat two seats beside him. But it wasn't as fun because it was so lonely throughout the whole concert even though Gloria was beside me. I guess i would have enjoyed it even more if i went with Hushou hushou probably because it is a clique with more people and more people = more fun except for settling down for food because it will always be so hard to find a place to accommodate all of us and before that, even deciding a place to eat is a tough one! I miss them. 

We're still stuck in the process of deciding what topic to do for our project work and it is so much of a burden urgh. Wish i could teleport to near future and get rid of it and Chinese (Not because i don't like Chinese but because i don't like the teacher). Okay shhhhh. But still i have to face up to reality and complete my work with perseverance so jiayou zuoen!!

And regarding my love life, that photo you posted with Janelle was a blessing in disguise! I think i finally got over the painful process of our separation because i finally stopped stalking you. It was easy plainly because i didn't want to see that photo of you both together, so close, so hurtful, so painful. So, ever since that day, i never viewed your twitter nor instagram. Although there were still photos of you somewhere in the social media somebody else posted and i would still stop to take a look but NOPE i will succeed this time.

Recently, i learnt a very important value. It is called RESPONSIBILITY.

I realised not many people around me practice responsibility and i wouldn't be able to term myself a responsible person either. 

The first incident happened last Wednesday when we were supposedly having our first tennis training. But due to the rain, it was cancelled. It doesn't matter if it was cancelled, but what matters was nobody informed me. I had ended school at 2.30pm and tennis was supposedly going to start at 3.30pm. I could have gone home at least. The most infuriating part was even after 3.30pm, i wasn't informed still. I was sitting like a fool there with Nikki waiting and waiting until i finally decided to text the teacher-in-charge and it was then he told me tennis was cancelled. I don't know how the other tennis members get to know that training was cancelled but in my perspective it was a lack of responsibility from the teacher who didn't even bother to inform me at least. The second incident was this morning. My tuition was changed to Sunday instead of today because Vincent said he had something on today. I confirmed the time with him and ding dong, my tuition teacher turned up at my house today saying he wasn't informed of the change. Shouldn't Vincent be taking the responsibility of informing the teacher or did he expect that i had to inform the teacher for him? But on the bright side, perhaps he could have forgotten about it because of his busy schedule. Nevertheless, it was still an act of the lack of responsibility. He had always, in my eyes, been a really responsible and trustworthy person so this incident struck me quite hard. 

It is always easy to judge somebody else's actions and critique on it so i guess its time for me to do some soul searching too to make sure that i don't repeat their mistakes i pointed out and got pissed over!