Things aren't going smoothly for me today today. All the computers in the house not in the right state for me to type my documents and the other laptop is sent for repair. Last night while typing my document, the whole computer hanged and i thought i lost that shitty document i have been typing for hours. Honestly and sincerely i dislike doing PW. Okay maybe just the brainstorming of creative ideas part. Oh man, how in the world am i creative.

Somehow this morning saw some random picture with the caption "Send this to guys if they are mean to you" so i sent it to you. I don't know where that sudden courage came from but yeah, i did it. Everything went rather as expected. I am a liar to you, never did anything i promised. "Don't expect anything", "its over". "Don't even know why i am talking to you right now". All the words i expected surfaced. But i really wonder why are you so busy? You repeated it twice and also the last time before you walked away.

But at least i'm reassured you're not over me just like i am not over you. I told you i thought about 6th April last year when i went back to Yuhua that day, i doubt you know what i mean. I told you to tell me when you enlist into army. I doubt you would. You said "You don't have to wait for me to fall in love with some other people to forget me". Why won't you understand?