These nights are so emotional for me. This stress from everything, everybody. 

My school fees are not paid, my exams fee bounced. Life just wants to break me down and break me up. 

My birthday just passed. I kept telling myself not to expect, do not expect anything. Its just a day you were born 17 years ago, its nothing special and yeah it really was nothing special. 

A few things disappointed me. yuting clearly forgot my birthday which in my memory, she never did. Was it because i asked her for help the other time?? 

Then you didn't wish me which makes me feel like my mum is more important than me because you wished her for Mother's Day. 

After seeing the picture huishi posted with the caption quoting what you said, i broke down on the way home just now.  I thought of all the things you did to me, all the things you said to me.  Tears just welled up in my eyes. I did the worse decision ever, against my own pledge to not view your twitter ever again. It was disappointing seeing her show up that ever often. You guys must be so close sigh. 

I just downloaded back my love byte and i dont even know why the hell i did it. 

You just love making me cry. What got over you? Why have you started updating that already dead place which you seldom even view in the past? How could you wish me happy birthday there and not send me a text. God, how should i react now. What should i do. Its killing me all over again.